We have to go to the music store to get the kids' instruments. DD1 is going to learn the clarinet. DS got the drums, which he is thrilled about (DH plays). DD2 is going to learn the violin.
I have put off going to the music store to get the instruments and supplies all week... using my illness as an excuse. It is a good excuse, I could barely make it to drop them off and pick them up at school. But now I'm doing better enough to stay away from a bathroom for an hour or so... and I know today we should go.
But I'm in a complete panic any time the kids ask me about it. I have to do this, I know... but...
Why am I in a panic about this? Why do I feel like the world will end if DD2 plays the violin? This is totally irrational. I feel like there is guaranteed death for her just around the corner if I allow this.
Yes, some rosins have pistachio nuts in it, but I won't let her get that one. I will get her the hypoallergenic one. And I'm even getting her a new violin just to make sure there is no residue on it.
So... what is the problem here?
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